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emperor_cowboy) wrote2009-06-20 04:30 am
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[He can be seen jerking awake, just before falling out of the bed he was lying in... and the video switches to voice as the communicator fell to the floor. The sound of dragging himself back into bed can be heard.]
Son of a ... ergh...
Wh-what? Oh god...
All those people-- That was a dream?... Wasn't it? Wasn't it??
No... no it wasn't!
How do I even- I'm sorry!! I didn't mean to do any of it! I would never go out of my way to hurt a woman...!
Ugh... I... I think I'm going to be sick...
Son of a ... ergh...
Wh-what? Oh god...
All those people-- That was a dream?... Wasn't it? Wasn't it??
No... no it wasn't!
How do I even- I'm sorry!! I didn't mean to do any of it! I would never go out of my way to hurt a woman...!
Ugh... I... I think I'm going to be sick...
Which only makes Hol more scared
I suppose I gotta get over the fact I killed strangers with no remorse at the time because I was angry for no reason other than this... 'Malice' thing...
I'll have the scars too after being pushed into-
I'm sorry.
that's okay we're back to overwhelming guilt now
...I'm sorry for reacting like this. I know [...] how it feels to hurt people when you don't mean to. I'm sorry.
It's a guilt-fest
It's alright for you to be angry...
I guess, I deserved that.
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