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[emperor_cowboy]

[He can be seen jerking awake, just before falling out of the bed he was lying in... and the video switches to voice as the communicator fell to the floor. The sound of dragging himself back into bed can be heard.]

Son of a ... ergh...
Wh-what? Oh god...

All those people-- That was a dream?... Wasn't it? Wasn't it??

No... no it wasn't!

How do I even- I'm sorry!! I didn't mean to do any of it! I would never go out of my way to hurt a woman...!


Ugh... I... I think I'm going to be sick...

Comments

He didn't mean to!

[emperor-cowboy.livejournal.com]

Look, I didn't mean for any of that...

Really it... it wasn't my fault.
I feel bad about the entire thing as is.

naoto's not very rational all the time

[naoto-rennt.livejournal.com]

What, so just because you spiralled outta control I gotta get over it? Just like that?

Fuck that! I got killed! I'll always have the scars this gave me!

[...] I know it wasn't your fault completely, but I'm still pissed. I don't want to hide that. I can't.

Which only makes Hol more scared

[emperor-cowboy.livejournal.com]

...

I suppose I gotta get over the fact I killed strangers with no remorse at the time because I was angry for no reason other than this... 'Malice' thing...


I'll have the scars too after being pushed into-

I'm sorry.

that's okay we're back to overwhelming guilt now

[naoto-rennt.livejournal.com]

Trying to make me feel sorry for you isn't really helping your case--

...I'm sorry for reacting like this. I know [...] how it feels to hurt people when you don't mean to. I'm sorry.

It's a guilt-fest

[emperor-cowboy.livejournal.com]

...

It's alright for you to be angry...
I guess, I deserved that.

[naoto-rennt.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure if you did. Even if control was out of your hands, you still did it. But you still didn't have the control, so... I shouldn't have been so harsh.